Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Stephanie's LiveJournal:

[ << Previous 20 ]

Tuesday, July 1st, 2008
11:50 pm	things are gettin better...im really over all the bullshit over this past year...over the lies...over the cheating...over the pretty much abuse...over HIM... im excited to start fresh...to get back into soccer...im excited to hang out with whoever i want...whenever i want...im excited to start college and feel that much more grown up... since the break up i have realized how good i got it...i have serious been blessed with a loving family and A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. friends...ya my dad isnt here with me...but i know when he is around...dad thank you for the strength you have given me...and the guidence to help me make certain decisions to better my future...im sorry for everything...i know i fucked up royally...but thats why i ask you please help keep me on track and keep from makin the same mistake again... practices at cypress start tomorrow... =/ nervous. Current Mood: rejuvenated Current Music: if you cant say love :: visionaries (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 8th, 2008
11:32 pm	senior ditch day. -so i went to boomers today wit one of my best guy friends [[eddie]]. it was fun. i havent hungout wit him in such a long time. im glad we got to hang out  ive missed him sooo much. the bf [[rey]] doesnt care for him much...so it makes it harder to see him as often that id like...and of course he knows i will NOT cut eddie out...rey can walk out on me first before i give up eddie...im hopin we get to go to the dodger game next wednesday...they are givin out dodger blankets (: ...oh ya and dodgers didnt have such a great game today =/ -so since i missed school today...i missed out on an econ test. ya gotta make that up!  -i didnt go to practice today...too tired [[not lazy]]...we took 1st place in our tourney in oxnard on sun =D awesome games! -so basically...my lil bro decided to be funny and make a fake profile of reys ex and talkin shit...ya that was excitin. he almost got a bitch and himself killed! Current Mood: stressed Current Music: vulnerable::secondhand serenade (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
11:17 pm	i cant believe i memered my password.. so ya...someone is gonna have to help me get pics and stuff up...i COMPLETELY forgot how to use this thing... so heres my life right now... school- im managin well. im passin..and well lookin forwar to graduatin soon! work- well ya...for everyone who doesnt know...i work at wnn...yes yes i know! [[omg]]...haha just a couple of weeks ago i just got promoted to asst manager...haha...i probley will still there through the summer til i find another job. soccer- i have to get up at the buttcrack of dawn to go to oxnar to finish up a tourney over there. our team is in first place wit 6 point everyone else has like 1 or 2...ya we pwn. love life- ya well...long story short...the bf is always right and never does wrong...steph fucks up everything...everything is HER fault...and well ya tired of going up to him..so we'll see how long it takes for him to call...i hate havin feelings...chris!! we definetly need to chat! r a n d o m -i was gonna get my dads name tattooed on my wrist...i was hopin it was gonna be this month for the 2 ar anniversary...but my mom threw a fit...so im not gettin it til later... ive been very emotional lately. im not sure why...but i think it has something to do with my dad...its gonna be 2 years on the 23rd...it still hurts as if the accident happened just yesterday...but it feels like i havent seen my dad in years. i see everyone around me talkin shit constantly about their parents...i dont know what i would do if i lost my mom...ya she gets on my nerves a lot...but she is a single mom...and practically supportin all her kids...ya my older brothers help her out...but she is doing a great job of keepin us comfortable...as far as not havin my dad around...i envy pretty much anyone who can say they have one...i would give anything to see mine again...i used to have dreams about him...but he hasnt came and visited me for awhile...i miss him so much...no one will ever know. Current Mood: sad (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
6:02 pm	anyone still look at these?? Current Mood: curious (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 4th, 2005
3:40 pm	God Im so tired... Soccer every mornin except tues and Fridays...Work from afternoon til night(everyday ecept Firdays and tuesdays)...Then on Fridays I have four soccer games...yea...every friday...Tuesdays I got two soccer games...again...every tuesday...and Thats all from two soccer teams at school...my legs are sore...but its all worth it in the end...i love soccer... other than then this jose bulshit...im good...yeah im still stessin a lil...and i know its my own fault...I got attached...and I was warned by everyone...but ill live... TTFN Current Mood: restless Current Music: how do i deal::frankie J (Comment on this)
Monday, June 27th, 2005
4:43 pm	summer is finally here... Sports. Im playing summer league for school. We have our games on Fridays and tuesday. EVERY Friday I have 2-4 games. I get to play in 2 for sure, but since I played for Glenn last year they wont let me play varsity(for summer league.) We won both games last Friday. 1st game 3-0 2nd 3-1, both were against the same team. I scored a goal!! And made a beautiful assist. NO SUMMER SCHOOL. Work is good...I got more hours cause no school, and girl quit...yay...$$$$ Current Mood: happy Current Music: notice me:: no se (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
6:51 pm	School. I finally got to register. I'm taking 7 classes next year. Forensic Science Biology Geometry Pyscholoy Athletics Spanish Language Arts When I told mi madre she said, "You are not gonna to do that,you are gonna fail. I bet you $500 you are not gonna pass." me thinkin "Yeah, thanks for the encouragement" When I told mi padre he said, "Thats a lot of stuff on your plate." Me thinkin "Well he is not putting me down, but its not really the support that I need or wanted." Sports. I am signing up for the Soccer Summer League, it was friggin $100. La Mirada sign ups are in mid May, which will be $90. I've lost a little weight since I've been conditioning, but I put a little of it back on since I've been sick this whole week. -_- Video. Ok, I take it the people who posted on the last thing are gonna go this weekend, que no? Well its gonna be on Sunday. Most likely at GNS. So show up at whatevah time. Thanks again guys, its really appreciated. <333 ummm...i think thats it, TTFN. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
8:40 pm	Easy "A" My weekend. fri-dont memer what I did. Sat- Went to GNS w/ DJ. Sun- Went to Stonewood to see Oscar, Edgar, and Benny. Then we went to GNS...that was fun. Health. I have a project due next week. My project is on DDR/ITG...I know easy...right. Well I was wondering whoever can go to GNS or Stonewood this weekend to be in the little video I'm doing would be appericated. All you have to do is play DDR/ITG, and hold some positions while playing. I'll explain the rest of it to whoever goes this weekend. Kthx. On a more serious note, homegurl's mom passed away yesterday morning. I kinda skipped school today to be w/ her right now. Tomorrow is the Rosary. Thrusday is the Burial, I dont think I will be going to school. Got my bottom braces on today too...they look ghey. TTFN. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
3:50 pm	Stole this form kyle. Answer this 4 Me!!! 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16.Do you think I'm hot? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 19. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. Do you think im easy? 21. Do you think im smart? 22. Will you repost this to see what others think about you? kthxbye. C= Current Mood: curious (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
3:35 pm	School. Grades are due this friday, so we'll probley recieve them sometime next week. Predictons: Drama-C [[I GET STAGE FRIGHT]] Math-D+[[just started doing my homework...it will be a "B" im hopin by the end of the semiester]] L.A.-A- P.E.-A+ Health-B+ Science-B[[working on an "A"]] Everything is OK for the most part at LM. Im just a lil school gurl now. Summer. ~Im gonna be in summer league soccer for the school. ~I WANT to go to summer school this year for extra credits. I dont want to stay home and do nothin all day everyday. ~Soccer for fullerton, and LM. ~Im gonna be running, weight lifting, and conditioning through the summer. I want to try out for the wrestling team next year. =D yes gurls can be on wrestling too! Sports. I was planning on signing up for volleyball, but I didnt sign up in time. I'm gonna be playin soccer again soon...YAY...hopefully I can get on a team. Im signing up for a league in the Fullerton area, on April 23rd. Not being known out there will make it much more difficult to get on a team. For the La Mirada AYSO league I will be signing up on in May 14. So being on two teams will help me keep busy, and have something else to work for through my academics. Braces. I finally get my bottom braces on this thrus...if my dad doesn't lag it. Driving. I started driver's ed. already. By June all be able to start behind-the-wheel classes.. My mom says that she's gonna teach me how to drive. I'm a bit nervous about that. I don wanna end up driving like her =/ Carnival. LM carnival is this weekend. Its usually pretty cool. Last year was pimp when I went w/ DJ. Its really kick back. A place to go to get out of the house. TTFN, Ta Ta For Now. -tigger <3 Current Mood: hopeful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
3:19 pm	worse spring break ever... (comic book guy style) Well spring break is over...finaly. I went to Vegas from Tues. to Fri. Tues I got my wire on, then left for Vegas (but we stay at stateline...its cheaper. ^_^) Wed. I went into the strip, went to see my bf at his work, while he was on his 30. I only got to see him for like 20 mins. -_-(i GUESS you can say its better than nothin) I gave him his Bday present, and told him to call me when he got off. I stayed on the strip til 10, he never called me back. I was so pissed. I didnt go to the strip after that, ad just stayed at stateline. Fri. came home, went to a party in Norwalk...it sucked. Sat. spent the whole day w/ Da 'Juana...which really made me feel better. Wed. They had to put my kitty to sleep. I was crying so bad. He had a urinary infectous disease. Sad to say I wish I was rich like most of you assume me to be, it costs $600 to "fix it." But there still no for sure chane he would live. So even if I did had the money... When I came home from Vegas, I was lookin for my cat all outside, in my room, everywhere. Hoping they were playing a cruel "April's fools" joke on me. I found myself to be wrong, and my cat nowhere to be found. I again started crying, while looking at a picture of him on my wall. RIP FIGGERO. Lately I've found my school work to be my get-a-way from reality. Now homework to settle me mind. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 6th, 2005
5:39 pm	If there was one thing you could change about me, what would it be? ANSWER.(honestly please) Current Mood: worried (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 4th, 2005
3:54 pm	Back on...finally. I have to go to an after homework thingie...blehh..Ive turned school gurl..=P Last semiester's grades: Math-B P.E.-B Science(honors)-B Keyboarding-B Drama-C L.A.-D GPA-3.33 =D But I've been gettin in to a lot of trouble the past 3 weeks. Since I've been in the office so much I have a shit load of homework to catch up on. I'm thinkin either 2nd semiester next year or my junior year I'm gonna go to Santa Fe High. Fuck LM. Soccer- Spring starts in a few weeks. Im conditioning right now. Dead tired too. As for school, I've talked to the coach, he said to come back later this month for summer league conditioning. Permit? Starting in June I am gonna start driving school. My big brother Paul said he's gonna teach me how to drive. =D Yay! I need to go out to see you guys...i miss kickin it w/ you people...Im gonna try to go to Stonewood on Sunday. aight...time for homework... Current Mood: hopeful (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
5:14 am	I only did this because Oscar said I have to or else I die...painfully...Once that happens I dont want to have to hurt him afterward. =P THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1)Midget 2)Steph 3)Munchie THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1)sprlildjstf 2)goncrazibbaksoon THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1)Hair 2)Braces THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: Everything THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1)Mexican [[shut up oscar and edgar!]] THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1)rejection 2)being alone 3)changes THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1)Phone 2)sleep 3)soccer THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1)Slippers 2)boxers 3)wifebeater THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGER: "Don't really have any, just like songz really" THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1)Lets go 2)What they gon' do 3)me myself and i THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS 1)Drive 2)Get a job 3)Get a "B" average in school THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1)Honesty 2)a decent guy TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE 1)I love spending time w/ the homies. 2)I love La Mirada. 3)I can never get enough sports. THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1)eyes 2)stomach 3)hair THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1)I cant take pills w/o water 2)Sit and listen to people talkin head on my friends and not do anything about it. 3)Reach the top shelf on anything THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1)Sports THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1)A car 2)MONEY 3)I want to know what Edgar, Oscar, and Phil got me for xmas/bday. THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1)forensics 2)Social worker THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1)Australia 2)Europe 3)Mexico THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1)Sky dive 2)get taller THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY i dont know ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Stolen from Kyle. December: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical All but two are true....can you find them??? Bummer...lol ^.- ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz Merry Christmas to all, and to all a goodnite. [[yes its still xmas, I havent gone to sleep yet.]] =) Current Mood: weird (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
3:29 pm	Fat lip Sat. was the worst game for both me and my team. We lost horribly 4-0. Everyone gave up by the 2nd goal. I was playing offensive half-back. Then I went one-on-one w/ one of there defenders. Her fist just went up and socks me in the mouth. I wiped my mouth with my hand and blood was all over my hand. The parents on our side were going crazi. They kept yelling "go down, go down, get off the feild!" I shook my head "no." I was being stubborn not to get off the feild. I yelled "no" so I wouldnt have to get off the feild, then realize the inside of my lip was caught on my braces. Then the ref blew his whistle and made me get off the feild. My mom helped me get it off. I wiped off all the blood and went back and played. When I got home the right side of my lip is so fat. It looked like someone fucked me up. Current Mood: disappointed (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 5th, 2004
3:40 pm	Grades: Drama- B Science- C+ Math- D- P.E.- A+ Keyboarding- C+/B- L.A. -__[[GOT KICKED OUT!!YIPPIE!!]] School Soccer. I am eligible to play. I got a 2.0 GPA. So yeah. Tryouts start monday, 2-4:30. -_- I have serious conditioning. AYSO Soccer- We got our first lost last weekend. Now we dropped from 1st to 3rd. -_- Scores: 6 wins, 1 tie, and 1 loss. 2 more games then Turkey Shoot Tourney. YAY! (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
3:25 pm	HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO MY OLDEST BROTHER MARIO!! ^.^ <3333 Current Mood: dorky (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
3:25 pm	Soccer. My mom threatend to make me quit the team. Hah, she humors me. I already signed up for Holiday In the Hieghts, its a tournement that takes place on Thanksgiving weekend. So yeah. We are currently tied in 1st place w/ La Habra. Scores: 6 wins, 0 losses, and 1 tie...yeah GO US! I am gonna start talking to the hottest guy in school!! ::drool:: =D. But he is kinda a friend of myex. They're both on the football team. Oh well, my ex started...no wait already likes my homegurl that I am super coo w/. And he knows we are close. I already told her that I will never get mad at her over a guy, thats just stupid. And if he doesnt like it he can go blow himself. (sounds like something Tino would say =/) aight Im done... Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: you and me by...like I know =) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
3:41 pm	There were 2 fights today and I wasnt in either!!!YAY GO ME! Randomly happy =). Im hyper and my teacher is being bithcy right now...so yeah...BYE!! Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Monday, October 25th, 2004
3:16 pm	Happy Late Birthday Edgy p00! Weekend Options. Queen Mary, Knotts, or parties. Knotts is fo sho. I might go kick it w/ a homegurl on Halloween. Go trick-or-treating, maybe. What are you people doing??? I need to keep busy... Current Mood: crappy (1 Comment |Comment on this)